I’d love to have Trevor back to his loving husband self, and us getting back in the saddle, but I think it’s not happening anytime soon. So while my marriage relationship lounges in limbo, I’ve decided to take the road much traveled by other married adults and set to find me a hot date. Yes, a hot date. One that could offer me a mutually fun relationship despite its being only short-lived. Soon I found myself searching for adult friends online and looking for a place where I can have my short love affair at a very discreet level.

Then I found James. Or should I say, found again.

Tens after tens of cheating men profiles in countless adult matchmaking websites and I had to find him. The cosmos probably wanted to throw me an early karma for going on this extramarital affair trip but what the heck—I needed some lovin’ and I needed it bad. Oh, and James was my college boyfriend.

And of all the crazy things to happen in that Internet dating site he simply had to be online at the very same time I was. So an incoming inbox message was naturally in order.

“Hey there! Long time no see. How’s life? Why are you here??”

“Why are YOU here?” I threw back at him.

“I’m a man. I should be here. LOL!”

He had a point. But more curiously, I caved: He was in the city and two hours later he was picking me up from a small grocery store nobody in our town really knows about. So classic an affair! I agreed to see James for a cup of coffee and some catching up, but the kind of excitement flowing through my system was too much for such a casual thing… The moment we hugged, we both knew we wanted more than just caffeine. We wanted at least three packs of rubber. LOL!

I wasn’t sure if we only missed each other’s company, or if it was the thrill of a quickie, or the thought of sneaking around our spouses, but that late afternoon with James was the hottest I’ve had. So much passion. So much heat. So much everything! It was so good to feel a man’s body crushing me once again… We were both so in the mood that we even joked about why we didn’t marry each other… then we got our answer after the third round: We wouldn’t be having that very hot sex that afternoon if we were married. LOL!